Words are all i have

Dear Love,

I have been thinking to myself a lot lately over what went wrong and what makes me feel terribly awful. I have to accept that lies and falsehoods won't lead me anywhere, but I guess I was just really head over heels falling for you! I might have done many silly things but I just couldn't help doing such stupid things just to win back your attention.And i know it was stupid of me to have stayed away from you for so long, but i guess i was jus playing hard to get.

I really went through a lot trying to prove a point, and now i know how foolish that was.Trust me babe, every moment of the time i was away from you, you were the only thing on my mind. i couldnt sleep i couldnt eat properly wondering if you were ok.it was horrible. so many times i came to see you but backed out fearing that i wouldnt be able to pull myself away from you.

I know that I have hurt you.. hurt you bad.. but there was nothing else i could do at that point of time.. i know its been 2 months and in these two months of being with myself and gathering my thoughts and realizing myself, I've realised how dear you are to me and how i cant live apart from you. for what I've done I am asking for your forgiveness and hoping that we could start all over again. I really cherish those moments when everything was going great. I could hardly take the reality of losing you. I really want you back.

Don't take this for an empty promise, for i mean every word of what i say.. and it's only words, and word's are all i have!

this world has lost its glory

let's start a brand new story

now my love

you think that I don't even mean

a single word I say

it's only words

and words are all I have

to take your heart away

But alas!! you have no heart.. no no don't get me wrong, I'm not calling you heartless.. But its a fact isn't it?? after all, you are jus a blog.

With Love,

Deepti

TICK TOCK TICK TOCK.. BOOM!!!!!

There's so much to write about, the Madurai trip, almost being struck by lightning, the weirdo on the flight,lil bald man going away,olap, link, our victories, ethi, today's movie, college gossip but damn i just cant find the time to write a long enuf entry. Seriously i feel like the white rabbit in Alice in wonderland , running late for everything, no time on my hands..There's so much i wanna write bout.. There's so much i wanna do.. the glass painting is lying incomplete, I've left a few poems half done, there are those sketches i still haven't finished.. nd OF COURSE all that coll work piling up. ..

Oh man one look at the clock makes me feel so guilty.. wish days could be longer..