Habit!

Ever wondered how many people one meets in one's life? And I mean meet.. like exchanging at least two lines of conversation..

Let's assume I've met 2 new people everyday.. So thats 2 x 365 people in a year..

So in all my life, it should be 20 x 365 x 2 people..

ok ok i know i haven't taken into account leap years, but it's not a mathematical theory that i'm trying to prove here..

What i'm saying is, each one of us happen to meet so many people everyday. But how many of these people do you continue to talk to after that first meeting? How many of them stick on and make a mark in your life? How many of them become a habit?

I've waited all this time

Counting minutes as they pass

Searching for a sign

Wishing for the best

And just when my hopes were wearing thin

You turned my heart to love again

Like a miracle out of the blue

You rescued me like the angels do

You shook the heavens and cracked the sky

When you walked...when you walked into my life

When you appeared

Like sight to the blind

Like music to my ears

Like a reason to a rhyme

And just when I thought my chance was gone

Love came to me with open arms

You search all your life looking for the perfect one, and when you least expect it, they walk into your life and turn your world around..

And hey, it's not just the 'arrow pierces heart' kind of love that i'm talking about here, I mean friends too..

People whom you may have known for quite a while, but never been close to (because of your notions of what you want in a friend) are the ones who end up being closest to for a long long time..

You start seeing things differently, start enjoying every ounce of life and well, 'welcome love with open arms'

Slowly, without you even realizing, they become a part of your routine and going a day without speaking to them just feels so excruciatingly painful!!! Gah!!

I could be a total cliche and say ' I don't have words to pen down how much i love you and how much you mean to me'. But that just isn't me. I believe that man invented language to satisfy his deep need to complain. And that's exactly what i intend to do.. COMPLAIN!!!

I'll come clean, shed my ego and honestly tell you that my day seems incomplete without you.

It feels odd not to see your name flash on my phone at least once everyday. Your stupid smile flashes in front of my eyes, and i miss hearing that familiar voice..

I know I keep pushing you away, but it's only so that you hold me closer.. Ever so often i stay silent when we speak, it's not because i have nothing to say to you, it's because i want you to understand the unsaid.

I'm not the most expressive person on the planet, and i don't say it often enough, but you mean the world to me!

I know people move, times change, but that doesn't mean we should.. and no matter where we are, i want the bond between us to always stay the same..

I can't go any further then this

I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you

Every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you

And all those things we use to use to use to do

Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline

That's where i'm gonna wait, for you

I'll be lookin out, night n'day

Took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay

I'll travel round the world and even sail the seven seas

Across the universe I'll go to other galexies

Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet

I'll navigate myself myself to take me where you'll be

I wanna to have you around like every single day

I love you always..way

(Sigh!!! It does feel good to vent out.. Come Back Already you 'royal' pain.. I Miss you)